Showing posts with label Short Stories. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Short Stories. Show all posts

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

The Smell of Rain

A cold March wind danced around the dead of night in Dallas as the doctor walked into the small hospital room of Diana Blessing. She was still groggy from surgery.

Her husband, David, held her hand as they braced themselves for the latest news.
That afternoon of March 10, 1991, complications had forced Diana, only 24-weeks pregnant, to undergo an emergency Cesarean to deliver couple's new daughter, Dana Lu Blessing.

At 12 inches long and weighing only one pound nine ounces, they already knew she was perilously premature.
Still, the doctor's soft words dropped like bombs.

'I don't think she's going to make it' he said, as kindly as he could.

'There's only a 10-percent chance she will live through the night, and even then, if by some slim chance she does make it, her future could be a very cruel one'


Numb with disbelief, David and Diana listened as the doctor described the devastating problems Dana would likely face if she survived.

She would never walk, she would never talk, she would probably be blind, and she would certainly be prone to other catastrophic conditions from cerebral palsy to complete mental retardation, and on and on.

'No! No!' was all Diana could say.

She and David, with their 5-year-old son Dustin, had long dreamed of the day they would have a daughter to become a family of four.

Now, within a matter of hours, that dream was slipping away

But as those first days passed, a new agony set in for David and Diana. Because Dana's underdeveloped nervous system was essentially 'raw', the lightest kiss or caress only intensified her discomfort, so they couldn't even cradle their tiny baby girl against their chests to offer the
All they could do, as Dana struggled alone beneath the ultraviolet light in the tangle of tubes and wires, was to pray that God would stay close to their precious little girl.


There was never a moment when Dana suddenly grew stronger.


But as the weeks went by, she did slowly gain an ounce of weight here and an ounce of strength there.

At last, when Dana turned two months old. her parents were able to hold her in their arms for the very first time.

And two months later, though doctors continued to gently but grimly warn that her chances of surviving, much less living any kind of normal life, were next to zero, Dana went home from the hospital, just as her mother had predicted.

Five years later, when Dana was a petite but feisty young girl with glittering gray eyes and an unquenchable zest for life.

She showed no signs whatsoever of any mental or physical impairment. Simply, she was everything a little girl can be and more. But that happy ending is far from the end of her story.

One blistering afternoon in the summer of 1996 near her home in Irving , Texas , Dana was sitting in her mother's lap in the bleachers of a local ball park where her brother Dustin's baseball team was practicing.

As always, Dana was chattering nonstop with her mother and several other adults sitting nearby when she suddenly fell silent . Hugging her arms across her chest, little Dana asked, 'Do you smell that?'

Smelling the air and detecting the approach of a thunderstorm, Diana replied, 'Yes, it smells like rain.'

Dana closed her eyes and again asked, 'Do you smell that?'

Once again, her mother replied, 'Yes, I think we're about to get wet. It smells like rain.'

Still caught in the moment, Dana shook her head, patted her thin shoulders with her small hands and loudly announced,

'No, it smells like Him.It smells like God when you lay your head on His chest.'

Tears blurred Diana's eyes as Dana happily hopped down to play with the other children.

Before the rains came, her daughter's words confirmed what Diana and all the members of the extended Blessing family had known, at least in their hearts, all along.

During those long days and nights of her first two months of her life, when her nerves were too sensitive for them to touch her, God was holding Dana on His chest and it is His loving scent that she remembers so well.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Treasure what you had!

Chinie is a typical college girl who enjoys life to the fullest. She loves her boyfriend so much and texts him every now and then.

JM is Chinie's boyfriend who works in a call center in Ortigas. He's always busy doing so many things. He only manages to reply to Chinie's texts when he got off from work.

One time JM receives a message from Chinie:
"Hi baby! how r u? miss u! call me when u come home k?! tc! love u!"

JM ignored the message because he always received the same message whenever it is time for him to go home from work.

"Baby,i miss u already! did u eat yet?! Take care when u go home! ill be w8ing 4 ur call. lov u!"
"Baby,where r u?! u're not replying to my msg. Well,ill b here w8ing for ur call! lovu!"

JM reaches home and lay on his bed. The last time he knew is tha he's reading Chinie's text. He was so tired he fall asleep and wasn't able to return Chinie's call. He can still hear his phone beeps but he's too tired to take a glimpse on the message.

When he woke up the next day, he remember that he needs to call Chinie. He ignored the messages and dialed Chinie's #. No one's answering in her house. He called up her cellphone and he was surprised that her father answered the call. In his voice you can feel his tears and hear his heart tearing apart.

"JM,why'd u call just now? Chinie's been waiting for u!"
"Dad sorry.i was tired so i fell asleep. I called at home but no one answered. Where are u now?."
"Just wait for us at home"

JM went to Chinie's house and much to his surprised he saw a lot of people inside. The house were so lighted but you can see the gloom on every person you'll meet there. He was greeted by Chinie's mom on tears. She hug him tight and cried on his shoulders.

"Chinie was waiting for u. she didnt go out with us coz she was waiting for ur call. she was
killed las night by some robbers who came in here. she's gone JM, she's gone"
"Ma,Chinie texted me last night..how could that have happened?!"

JM can't look who's inside the coffin. He can't move and it feels like his whole body is stucked on the chair his seating. He wanted to cry but it seems that something is blocking his tears to fall down. He turn to his phone and read the messages of Chinie.

"Baby, ill be w8ing for u to call. i wont go out with dad anymore!"
"Baby, im scared. i think theres som1 downstairs. pls call me already!"
"baby, theyre here. wut f they kill me. pls call me. baby where r u? i need you here now. please baby i can hear them come..."
"baby.... i love you!..."

He wanted to shout and cry so loud. It's true that Chinie is waiting for his call. Up to her last breath she only thinks about him. He stare at Chinie inside the coffin. Suddenly tears starts flowing down his cheeks. He can't say anything. The only words he uttered...

"My baby,i'm so sorry! I could have known, i could have fight for you! i'm really sorry! I love you so much!"

Treasure what you had!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Promises

Long time ago..there was a princess who lived in the palace. She was a very beautiful and wise princess. Many prince has come to ask for her hand but all of the princes was rejected. Finally,she decided to get married, many competition was held to choose her husband.

Finally, only 5 prince was left, she thought of a plan, she hide her hand and stick out a finger. Each of the prince get to guess which finger it was.

The first princes show her his thumb.
The second prince show her his 2nd finger.
The third prince show her his index finger and was slap by the princess.
The fourth prince show her his marriage finger.
Finally...
The last prince show her his last finger.

The princess looked at the 5th prince and took out her hidden hand. The princess also pointed out her last finger. She hooked it with him and they got married. They are very very happy together until one day, the prince had to go to war. The princess was sad and worried, so the prince hook fingers with her saying that he will come back alive for her.

Days past by, and soon 1 year has past. The prince have not returned. Rumours was spreading everywhere that the prince had died, many other prince came to ask for her hand to remarry. Reluctant, she continue waiting for the prince. Years past by and she knew she had to marry again.

She decided to do the same thing. She stick out her last finger infront of the princes but none of them know what she meant. They thought she wanted a ring on her last finger, so she marry none of them..

One day, a beggar wearing a hat came and wanted to ask for the princess hand, at first,the soldiers stopped him but the princess thought that everybody had a chance, so she let him in. The princess did the same thing and to her surprise, the beggar stick his last finger and hook it on hers.

Later, the beggar took out his hat, looking at him, the princess found out that he was her lost husband She hugged him and they were together again happily. Days past until one night, the prince woke up and walk out of his bed, disturbed by the prince, the princess woke up too. She followed him but after he walked out of the gate he disappeared and the princess was sad.

Later,she found out that the prince had died when he was on his way back from the war but in order to honour his promise he came back as a ghost in the 7month (ghost festivval). So 7X7=49. He could only be with her for 49 days and later, he would vanshed forever.

Finally,the princess found the prince body. She lied beside him,hook her finger with his and drank poison..so,that is how it ends..

Now , you know how the last finger was said to be made as promises..

Monday, November 17, 2008

How strong love can be

From the very begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged. The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her
voice.

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry, it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a
letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply and countless of phonecalls, all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying. The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy.

Oneday, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger.

The girl finally smiled.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

什麼是愛,什麼是付出?

我的家在一個偏僻的山村,父母都是面朝黃土背朝天的農民。我有一個小我三歲的弟弟。有一次我為了買女孩子們都有的花手絹,偷偷拿了父親抽屜裏5毛錢。父親當天就發現錢少了,就讓我們跪在牆邊,拿著一根竹竿,讓我們承認到底是誰偷的。我被當時的情景嚇傻了,低著頭不敢說話。父親見我們都不承認,說那兩個一起挨打。

說完就揚起手裏的竹竿,忽然弟弟抓住父親的手大聲說:

「爸,是我偷的,不是姐幹的,你打我吧!」

父親手裏的竹竿無情地落在弟弟的背上、肩上,父親氣得喘不過氣來,打完了坐在炕上罵道:

「你現在就知道偷家裏的,將來長大了還了得?我打死你這個不爭氣
的。」

當天晚上,我和母親摟著滿身是傷痕的弟弟,弟弟一滴眼淚都沒掉。半夜裏,我突然號啕大哭,弟弟用小手捂住我的嘴說,姐,你別哭,反正我也挨完打了。我一直在恨自己當時沒有勇氣承認,事過多年,弟弟替了我擋竹竿的樣子,我仍然記憶猶新。

那一年,弟弟8歲,我11歲。

弟弟中學畢業那年,考上了縣裏的重點高中。同時我也接到了省城大學的錄取通知書。那天晚上,父親蹲在院子裏一袋一袋地抽著旱煙,嘴裏還叨咕著,倆娃都這麼爭氣,真爭氣。
母親偷偷地抹著眼淚說爭氣有啥用啊,拿啥供啊?弟弟走到父親面前說,爸,我不想念了,反正也念夠了。

父親一巴掌打在弟弟的臉上,說:「你怎就這麼沒出息?」

我就是砸鍋賣鐵也要把你們姐倆供出來。說完轉身出去挨家借錢。我撫摸著弟弟紅腫的臉說,你得念下去,男娃不念書就一輩子走不出這窮山溝了。弟弟看著我,點點頭。當時我已經決定放棄上學的機會了。沒想到第二天天還沒亮,弟弟就偷偷帶著幾件破衣服和幾個乾巴饅頭走了,在我枕邊留下一個紙條:

「姐:
你別愁了,考上大學不容易,我出去打工供你。
弟。」

我握著那張字條,趴在炕上,失聲痛哭。

那一年,弟弟17歲,我20歲。
 
我用父親滿村子借的錢和弟弟在工地裏搬水泥掙的錢終於讀到了大三。一天我正在寢室裏看書,同學跑進來喊我:

「梅子,有個老鄉在找你。」

怎麼會有老鄉找我呢?我走出去,遠遠地看見弟弟,穿著滿身是水泥和沙子的工作服等我。

我說:「你怎和我同學說你是我老鄉啊?」

他笑著說:「你看我穿的這樣,說是你弟,你同學還不笑話你? 」

我鼻子一酸,眼淚就落了下來。我給弟弟拍打身上的塵土,哽咽著說:

「你本來就是我弟,這輩子不管穿成啥樣,我都不怕別人笑話。」

他從兜裏小心翼翼地掏出一個用手絹包著的蝴蝶髮夾,在我頭上比量著說:

「我看城裏的姑娘都戴這個,就給你也買一個。」

我再也沒有忍住,在大街上就抱著弟弟哭起來。

那一年,弟弟20歲,我23歲。

我第一次領男朋友回家,看到家裏掉了多少年的玻璃安上了,屋子裏也收拾得一塵不染。男朋友走了以後我向母親撒嬌:

「我說媽,昨把家收拾得這麼乾淨啊?」

母親老了,笑起來臉上像一朵菊花,說:

「這是你弟提早回來收拾的,你看他手上的口子沒?是安玻璃時劃的。」

我進弟弟的小屋裏,看到弟弟日漸消瘦的臉,心裏很難過。

他還是笑著說:

「你第一次帶朋友回家,還是城裏的大學生,不能讓人家笑話咱家。」

我給他的傷口上藥,問他,疼不?他說不疼。我在工地上,石頭把腳砸得腫得穿不了鞋,還幹活兒呢……說到一半就把嘴閉上不說了。我把臉轉過去,哭了出來。

那一年,弟弟23歲,我26歲。

我結婚以後,住在城裏,幾次和丈夫要把父母接來一起住,他們都不肯,說離開那村子就不知道幹啥了。弟弟也不同意,說:

「姐,你就全心照顧姐夫的爸媽吧,咱爸媽有我呢。」

丈夫升上廠裏的廠長,我和他商量把弟弟調上來管理修理部,沒想到弟弟不肯,執意做了一個修理工。一次弟弟登梯子修理電線,讓電擊了住進醫院。我和丈夫去看他。

我撫著他打著石膏的腿埋怨他:

「早讓你當幹部你不幹,現在,摔成這樣,要是不當工人能讓你去幹那活兒嗎?」

他一臉嚴肅地說:

「你怎不替我姐夫著想著想呢?他剛上來,我又沒文化,直接就當官,給他造成啥影響啊?」

丈夫感動得熱淚盈眶,我也哭著說:

「弟啊,你沒文化都是姐給你耽誤了。」

他拉過我的手說:「都過去了,還提它幹啥?」

那一年,弟弟26歲,我29歲。
 
弟弟30歲那年,才和一個本分的農村姑娘結了婚。在婚禮上,主持人問他,你最敬愛的人是誰,他想都沒想就回答,我姐。

弟弟講起了一個我都記不得的故事:

『我剛上小學的時候,學校在鄰村,每天我和我姐都得走上一個小時才到家。有一天,我的手套丟了一隻,我姐就把她的給我一隻,她自己就戴一隻手套走了那麼遠的路。回家以後,我姐的那只手凍得都拿不起筷子了。從那時候,我就發誓我這輩子一定要對我姐好。』

台下一片掌聲,賓客們都把目光轉向我。

我說,我這一輩子最感謝的人是我弟。在我最應該高興的時刻,我卻止不
住淚流滿面......
 

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

葉子的離開,是因為風的追求,還是樹的不挽留。

倘若你愛上一個人,
千萬別裝作無所謂毫不在乎..
錯過了,就沒有了..
愛情,玩不起心理戰的...


~~樹~~
高中三年交過五個女朋友,有一個女孩子,我很愛她,卻遲遲不敢追,她沒有美麗的面孔,沒有姣好的身材,沒有撩人的魅力,一個再平凡不過的女孩子。 我喜歡她,真的真的很喜歡她,喜歡她的單純,她的直率,她的可愛,她的脆弱。

不追她的原因,也許是潛意識覺得平凡如她配不上我;也許是因為怕在一起後,一切好感都會消失;也許是怕外人的指指點點傷害了她;也許是覺得,她會是我的,不急著為了她而放棄一切。

最後這個原因,讓她陪了我三年,讓她看著我和別的女孩子廝混了三年,讓她心痛了三年。
她很想當一個好演員,但我卻像一個嚴苛的導演。我和第二個女朋友在廁所接吻,被她撞見,她尷尬的笑笑說:「Go on!」然後跑掉,第二天,她眼睛腫得像核桃一樣,我故意不去猜想是誰讓她哭成這樣,嘲笑了她一天,她在所有人都回家後,在教室哭了起來,她不知道練球回來拿東西的我,看了她一個多小時。

我的第四個女朋友,一直很不喜歡她,有次她們兩個吵了起來,我知道依她的個性不會去惹事,但我還是護著女朋友,她被我吼了一下後,愣住,眼淚滑了下來,我無視她的眼淚,陪女友走出教室,第二天,她依舊嘻嘻哈哈的和我開玩笑,我知道她很難過,但她不會 知道我的心不比她好受。

當我和第五個女朋友分手時,我約她出去玩,玩了一天,我對她說:「我有事要對妳說。」她說:「真巧,我也有事要對你說。」「我和她分手了。」「我和他在一起了。」我知道「他」是誰,他追她也有一陣子了,是個蠻可愛的男孩子,活潑有趣,充滿了熱情,追她追得滿城風雨。我不能表現自己的心痛,只能笑笑地恭喜她,但當我回到家,心中的痛 楚強烈得令我無法承受,像有個千斤重的石頭壓在我胸口,我無法呼吸,想大叫卻叫不出來,眼淚竟然滑了下來,我掩面大哭,多少次,我也看著她為了那個不願承認的人掩面大哭。

畢業典禮時,我在手機上發現了一封簡訊,這是十天前,我掩面大哭時傳來的,只是我一直沒有去開過機。
「葉子的離開,是因為風的追求,還是樹的不挽留。」
 

~~葉子~~
高中時,喜歡蒐集葉子,why?因為我覺得,一片葉子要離開它長期依賴的樹好勇敢哩! 高中三年,我和一個男孩子很好,不算男女朋友那種好,是好朋友那種好,但是,在他交 第一個女朋友時,我學會了一種不該有的感覺,吃醋,心中的酸,不是一顆檸檬可以比喻,那就像是100顆臭酸的檸檬,酸到不行,他們只在一起兩個月,當他們分手,我還得掩飾自己心中強烈的喜悅,但是一個月後,他和另一個女孩子在一起。

我喜歡他,也知道他喜歡我,可是,他為什麼總是不追我呢?明明喜歡彼此,為什麼不行動?每當他交一個女朋友,我就心痛一次,一次又一次的打擊,讓我不禁懷疑,是我一廂情願嗎?不愛我,為什麼要對我那麼好?他對我的好,已經不是普通朋友可以做到。喜歡 一個人,好難過,我可以清楚的知道他的喜好,他的習慣,唯獨他對我的感覺,我猜不透,難道要我這個女孩子去開口嗎?

儘管如此,我還是想在他身邊,關心他,陪他,愛他,也許算是一種等待的行為,等待他回來愛我,就像每天晚上等他的電話,等他的簡訊,我知道,就算他再忙,也會撥出一些時間給我。這樣的等待,陪了我三年,等待是難熬的,是令人想放棄的,但等到的那一剎那,讓人第二天會繼續等下去。這樣的煎熬,這樣的痛苦,這樣的幸福,這樣的矛盾,陪 了我三~。

直到三年級下學期,高二一個學弟喜歡上我,每天的熱情追求,令我從一開始的拒絕,漸漸願意挪出我心房的一些位置給他。他像一陣溫柔而持久的風,撩撥我這片搖搖欲墜的葉子,到最後,我發現我已經不想只留一點點的位置給這陣風,我知道這陣風,會帶我這片傷痕累累的葉子,到更幸福的地方。

於是我離開了樹,樹只是笑笑,沒有挽留。
「葉子的離開,是因為風的追求,還是樹的不挽留。」


~~風~~
因為我喜歡的女孩子叫葉子,因為她有一棵令她依戀的樹,所以我要當一陣風,一陣呵護她的風。

第一次看見她,是高二我轉來一個月後的事,個子小小的她坐在球場旁,一雙眼凝視著同和我在球場的學長,每天的社團時間,她總會坐在那裡,一個人,和朋友,她的眼光依舊凝視著他,當他和女孩子打打鬧鬧,她的眼中有淚,當他看向她,她的眼中有笑。看她成了我的習慣,就像她愛看他。

有一天她沒來,我心中沒來由的焦慮與不安,我無法解釋那種感覺,除了不安,還是不安,而且那學長竟然也不在。我衝去他們教室,躲在外面,看著學長罵她,她的眼淚,他的離去。

第二天,她依舊坐在場邊,看著他,我走過去,對她笑一笑,拿了張紙條給她,她先是驚訝的看著我,然後笑笑地收下。

隔天,她拿著紙條出現在我面前,然後離開。
「葉子的心太沉重,風吹不動。」

不是葉子的心太沉重,是葉子根本就不想離開樹。」
我回給她這段話後,她漸漸會和我說話,收我的禮物,接我的電話。我知道她喜歡的不是我,但我還是有毅力一定要讓她喜歡上我,四個月內我告白了不下20次,每一次她都轉移話題,但我還是不會放棄,我決定要的人,我就一定會給它追過來!

一直到不知道第幾次的告白,出了口,雖然知道她一定會又說到別的事,但還是有一絲絲希望她的答應,沒想到她都不說話,「妳在幹嘛?怎麼不說話?」我對著話筒說。「我在點頭。」「啊?」我不敢相信自己的耳朵。
「我在點頭!」她大聲叫。
我甩掉電話,匆匆披上一件衣服,上了機車,衝去她們家按門鈴,當她開門的那一剎那,緊緊抱住她。

「葉子的離開,是因為風的追求,還是樹的不挽留。」

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

一 碗 湯 麵

  這個故事是十五年前的十二月三十一日,也就是除夕夜,發生在日本札幌街上一家「北海亭」的麵館裡。除夕夜吃拉麵條過年是日本人的傳統習俗,因此到了這一天,麵館的生意特別好,北海亭也不例外,這一天幾乎整天都客滿,不過到晚上十點以後幾乎就沒有客人了,平時到凌晨,街上都還很熱鬧的,這一天大家都早一點趕回家過年,因此街上也很快就安靜下來。

  北海亭的老闆是個憨憨傻傻的老實人,老闆娘倒很古道熱腸,待人親切。

  除夕夜,最後一個客人走出麵館,老闆娘正打算關店的時候,店門再一次輕輕地被拉開,一個女人帶著兩個小男孩走進來,兩個孩子大約是六歲和十歲左右,穿著全新的一模一樣的運動服,那女人卻穿著過時的格子舊大衣。

  「請坐!」聽老闆這麼招呼,那個女人怯怯的說:「可不可以……來一碗……湯麵?」背後的兩個孩子不安地對望了一眼。

  「當然……當然可以,請這邊坐!」

  老闆娘帶著他們走到最靠邊的二號桌子,然後向廚臺那邊大聲喊著:「一碗湯麵!」

  一人份只有一團麵,老板多丟了半團麵,煮了滿滿一大碗,老闆娘和客人都不知道。母子三人圍著一碗湯麵吃得津津有味,一邊吃,一邊悄悄地談著:「好好吃喲!」哥哥說。

  「媽,您也吃吃看嘛!」弟弟說著,挾了一根麵條往母親嘴裡送。

  不一會兒吃完了,付了一百五十元,母子三人同聲誇讚:「真好吃,謝謝!」並且微微了鞠了一躬,走出麵館。

  「謝謝你們!新年快樂!」老闆和老闆娘同時這麼說。

  每天忙著忙著,不知不覺很快地又過了一年。又到了十二月三十一日這一天;迎接新的一年,北海亭的生意仍然非常興旺。比去年除夕夜更忙碌的一天終於結束了,過了十點,老闆娘走向店門前,正想將門拉下的時候,店門又再度輕輕地被拉開,走進來了一位中年婦人另外帶著兩個小孩。老闆娘看到那件過時的格子舊大衣,馬上想起一年前除夕夜最後的客人。

  「可以不可以……給我們煮碗……..湯麵?」

  「當然,當然,請邊坐!」

  老闆娘一邊帶他們到去年坐過的二號桌子,一邊大聲喊:「一碗湯麵!」

  老闆一邊應聲,一邊點上剛剛熄掉的爐火。

  「是的!一碗湯麵!」

  老闆娘偷偷地在丈夫的耳朵旁說著。「喂,煮三碗給他們吃好不好?」

  「不行,這樣做他們會不好意思的。」

  丈夫一邊這麼回答,卻一邊多丟進半團麵條到滾燙的鍋子裡,站在旁邊一直微笑著看著他的妻子說:「你看起來挺呆板的,心地倒還不錯嘛!」

  丈夫默默地盛好一大碗香噴噴的麵交給妻子端出去。

  母子三人圍著那碗麵,邊吃邊談論著,那些對話也傳到了老闆和老闆娘的耳朵裡。

  「好香……好棒……真好吃……!」

  「今年還能吃到北海亭的麵,真不錯!」

  「明年能夠再來吃,就好了……!」

  吃完了付了一百五十元,母子三人又走出了北海亭。

  「謝謝!祝你們新年快樂!」

  望著這母子三人的背影,老闆夫婦倆反覆談論了些久。

  這三年的除夕夜,北海亭的生意仍然非常的好,老闆夫婦彼此忙到甚麼都沒時間講話,但是過了九點半,兩個人開始都有點不安了起來。十點到了,店員們領了紅包也回去了,主人急忙將牆壁上的價目表一張一張往裡翻,把今年夏天漲價的:「湯麵一碗二百元」那張價目表,重新寫上一百五十元。二號桌上面,三十分鐘前老闆娘就先放上一張:「預約席」的卡片。

  好像有意等客人都光了才進來似的,十點半的時候,這對母子三人終於又出現了。哥哥穿著國中的制服,弟弟穿著去年哥哥穿過的稍嫌大一點的夾克,兩個孩子都長大很多,母親仍然穿著那件褪了色的格子布舊大衣。

  「請進!請進!」老闆娘熱情的招呼著。

  望著笑臉相迎的老闆娘,母親戰戰兢地說:「麻煩……麻煩煮兩碗湯麵好不好?」

  「好的,請這邊坐!」

  老闆娘招待他們坐到二號桌,趕快若無其事的將那「預約席」的卡片藏起來,然後向裡面喊著:「兩碗湯麵 !」

  「是的!兩碗湯麵!馬上就好了呦!」

  老闆一邊應聲,一邊丟進了三團麵進去。

  母子三人一邊吃麵,一邊談著話,看起來很高興的樣子。

  站在廚臺後面的老闆夫婦也跟著感受他們的喜悅,內心也跟著喜悅起來。

  「小淳和哥哥;媽媽今天要謝謝你們兩個人啊!」

  「謝謝!」

  「為甚麼?」

  是這樣的,你們過世的爸爸所造成八個人受傷的車禍,保險公司不能支付的部份,這幾年來每個月都必需繳五萬元。」

  「欸,這個我們知道呀!」哥哥這麼回答。老闆娘一動也不動的靜靜聽著。

  「本來應該繳到明年三月的,但是今天已全數繳完了!」

  「哦,媽媽,真的呀?」

  「欸,真的。因為哥哥認真的送報,小淳幫忙買菜做飯,使媽媽可以安心工作,公司發給我一份全勤的特別加給,因此今天就將剩下的部份就全部繳完了。」

  「媽!哥哥!真是太好了,不過以後請讓小淳繼續做晚飯。」

  「我也要繼續送報紙。小淳,加油!」

  「謝謝你們弟兄倆,真的謝謝!」

  「小淳和我有一個秘密,一直都沒有跟媽媽您說,那是……十一月的一個禮拜天,小淳的學校通知家長要去參觀教學課程,小淳的老師還特別附了一封信,說小淳的一篇文章被選為全北海道的代表,將參加全國的作文比賽。我聽小淳的同學說才知道的,因此;那一天我代表媽去參觀了。」

  「真有這回事?後來呢?」

  「老師出的題目是『我的志願』,小淳是以一碗湯麵為題寫的作文,還要當眾讀這篇作文。」

  「作文是這樣寫的:爸爸車禍了,留下很多債務,為了還債,媽媽從早到晚拚命工作,連我每天早晚認真送報的事,弟弟也全部寫出來了。」

  「還有,十二月三十一日晚上,我們母子三人共同吃一碗湯麵,非常好吃……三個人只叫一碗湯麵,麵店的伯伯和伯母竟然還向我們道謝,並且祝我們新年快樂!那聲音好像在鼓勵我們要堅強勇敢的活下去,趕緊把爸爸留下的債務還清!」

  因此小淳決定長大以後要開麵館,當日本第一的麵館老闆,也要對每一個客人說加油!祝你幸福!謝謝你!」

  一直站在廚臺裡聽他們對話的老闆夫婦突然失去蹤影,原來他們蹲下來,一條毛巾一人抓一頭,拼命擦著不斷湧出來的淚水。

  「作文讀完了,老師說:小淳的哥哥今天代表媽媽來了,請上來說幾句話。」

  「真的?那麼你怎麼辦?」

  「因為太突然了,開始不知說甚麼好。我就說:謝謝大家平時對小淳的關愛,我弟弟每天必須買菜做晚飯,常常會在團體活動中急忙地回家,一定給大家添了許多麻煩,剛剛我弟弟讀一碗湯麵的時候,我曾感到很羞恥,但是看見弟弟挺胸大聲讀完一碗湯麵的時候,感到羞恥的那種心情才是真正的羞恥。」

  「這些年來……媽媽只叫一碗湯麵的那種勇氣,我們兄弟絕對不會忘記…….我們兄弟一定會好好努力,好好的照顧母親,今後仍然拜託個位多多關照我弟弟。」

  母子三個悄悄地握握手,拍拍肩,比往年都快樂地吃完過年的麵,付了三百元,說聲謝謝!並且鞠了躬走出麵館,望著母子三人的背影,老闆好像做個一年的總結束似地大聲說:

  「謝謝!新年快樂!」

  又過了一年。

  北海亭麵館過了晚上九點,二號桌上又放了一塊「預約席」的卡片等待著,但是那母子三人並沒出現。

  第二年、第三年、二號桌仍然空著,三個母子都再沒有出現北海亭的生意越來越好,店內全部都改裝過,桌椅都換了新的,只有那張二號桌仍然保留著。

  「這究竟是怎麼一回事?」許多客人都覺得奇怪,這樣問。

  老闆娘就講述關於一碗湯麵的故事給大家聽,那張舊桌子放在中央,對自己好像也是一種鼓勵,而且說不定那一天那三個客人還會再來,希望仍然用這張桌子來歡迎他們。

  那張二號桌變成了「幸福的桌子」,客人一個個傳開去,有許多學生好奇,為了看那張桌子,專程從老遠的地方跑來吃麵,大家都特別指定要坐那桌子。

  又過了很多年的十二月三十一日。

  北海亭附近的商店主人,到了除夕這天打烊以後,都會帶著家眷集合到北海亭來吃麵,一邊吃,一邊等著聽除夕的鐘聲,然後大家一起到神社去拜拜,這是五六年來的習慣。

  這一天過了九點半,先是魚店夫婦端來一大盤生魚片,接著又有人斷斷續續地帶酒菜來,經常都集合了三、四十個人,大家都很熱絡;每個人都知道二號桌的由來,大家嘴裡甚麼都不講,但是心裡卻想著那「除夕的預約席」今年可能又空空地迎接新年了。

  有人吃麵,有人喝酒,有人忙進忙出準備菜餚,大家邊吃邊談,生意上的話。

  連海水浴的事,最近了添了孫子……,無所不談,打成一片,像一家人,過了十點半,門突然再度被輕輕地被拉開。

  所有的人都停止談話,視線一起朝向門口望去。

  兩個青年穿著筆挺的西裝,手上拿著大衣走進來,大家鬆了一口氣,繼續恢復熱鬧的氣氛,老闆娘正準備說「抱歉,己經客滿了」拒絕客人的時候,有一個穿和服的女人走進來,站到兩個青年人的中間。

  店內所有的客人都屏住呼吸,聽那穿和服的婦人慢慢地說:「麻煩…麻煩……湯麵.…三人份可以嗎?」

  老闆娘的臉色馬上就變了,經過了十幾年的歲月,當時年輕母親和兩個小孩的形象,和眼前這三人,她瞬間努力想把畫面重疊在一起,廚臺後的老闆看傻了,手指交互的指著二個人,「你們….你們……」地說不出話來。

  其中有一個青年望著不知措的老闆娘說:「我們母子三人,曾在十四年前的除夕夜叫了一份湯麵,受到那一碗湯麵的鼓勵,我們母子三人才能堅強的活下去。」

  「後來我們搬到滋賀縣的外婆家住,我今年己通過醫師的檢定考試,在京都大學醫院的小兒科實習,明年四月將要來札幌的綜合醫院服務。」

  「我們禮貌上先來拜訪這家醫院,順便去父親的墓前祭拜,和曾經想當麵店大老闆未成,現在在京都銀行就職的弟弟商量,有一個最奢侈的計劃…….就是今年除夕,母子三人要來拜訪札幌的北海亭,吃三人份的北海亭湯麵。」

  一邊聽一邊微微點頭的老闆夫婦,眼眶裡溢滿淚水。

  坐在門口的菜店老闆,把嘴裡含著的一口麵用力咯一聲整口吞了下去,然後站起來說:「喂、喂、老闆,怎麼啦?準備了十年一直等待這一天來臨,那個除夕十點過後的預約席呢?趕快招待他們啊!快呀!」

  老闆娘終於恢復神志,拍了一下菜店老闆的肩膀,說:「歡迎,請……。喂!二號桌三碗湯麵」

  那個傻愣愣的老闆擦了一下眼淚,應聲說:「是的,湯麵三碗!」

 

  ● 後記:

  從現實的眼光來看,麵店老闆所付出的並不多,但是,即使那只是幾個麵團,和幾聲誠懇帶有勉勵,祝福之意的「謝謝,新年快樂!」卻使正受殘酷現實逼迫陷入困境的生命重獲生機,這個故事給我們一啟示:不要忽視自己對這個環境的影響力,也許你的一些真誠的關懷,就會給這個世界帶來無限的光明。因此,我們多麼熱切希望和企望。朋友,不要再吝嗇了,希望今後我們都能願意奉獻自己久藏的愛心,點亮它吧!即使那只是一點點的亮光而已,對寒冷的冬夜而言,卻也是真真實實溫暖和光明。

  這個故事在日本發表時,感動了許多日本人,因此有了這麼一個說法:「看了這個故事的人,沒有一個不流淚的。」這個說法稍嫌誇大了些,但是看過這個故事的人的確有許多都為之感動落淚。然而他們流得不是感傷的淚,而是被那一份真誠的關愛,和那一片寬厚的心腸所感動的熱淚。